o7 august
i need a friend to be beside me. i don't wna live on anymore. meaningless. godamn lah. this sucks. i thought you said you loved me. lies. you didn't have to lie to me. i'm nobody's doll.
ever thought about my feelings? i feel very used. you used me to take someone's place. now that you've found other people, i'm nothing to you. i'm nothing in your eyes anymore. do you even feel anyth for me ? i doubt so. i used to care for you so much. now what do i get? i get ignorance. i'm nobody's doll. so stop using me for your personal gain. i don't deserve it.
i feel unwanted. nobody needs me. i'm just a waste of space, money, oxygen, and everything else. nobody likes me. nobody cares. as humans, we need people to care for us. you say 'friends are nothing lah, next time you have to lean on yourself' i say, gth. keep yourself in your room, with no communication with anybody. you can't talk to anybody.
dear god, i want friends. is that too much to ask for ? you said you would provide for us. people need to know they are cared for by others.