27 june
note : posting in chinese. if you can't read or are chinese-illiterate, TOO BAD.
我真的不了解,为什么别人都是那么的幸福?
我一旦下决心,不会放弃。
可是。。这次,我 -谢宗瀚- 受不了。 I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE
为什么我一直这样的。为什么没有人了解我呢?
okay so moving on.
i veh tired lah. just got back to school. veh veh sian. haiiz. then idiot cher give so much fricking homework. want us dei harh. i know it's like 97 days to psle, but hey, please lahh.
my idiot mother lo. won't let me go to suntec by myself. she scared what, meet ah beng or what. then she scared i find dunoe what lah, girlfriend harh. HELLO ! PEOPLE STILL 12 YEARS OLD HERE OKAY ! FIND WHAT GIRLFRIEND ! SIAO ARHH, HARHS ?!
damn betch lo. i don't have my own freedom one. where are my human rights. then when i wna talk to her right, then i always kena interrupted. or i'm told so shut up. what kind of mother is this ? i thought mothers were caring and kind creatures. THIS IS CALLED KIND ARH?! MY FUCKING ARSE ! she said so herself. when i wna bring one of my friends go, she say, "you think his mother so kind like me issit?" i really nothing say le. i wna suicide. then she knows.without me how miserable it is. because my ONLY reason to exist is to MAKE HER HAPPY
don't say i'm going through a 'phase' i'm serious.
chester is like, ignoring me again lorh. i feel so left out in the crowd. although i've never liked crowds. okay, more of like a sense of belonging lah. i don't know where i belong. no-one really gives a fuck lah. fucking world. even if you like, don't understand, like AT LEAST you can comfort me lo.
sorry, i don't want SYMPATHY. i want EMPATHY. don't know the difference ? shut the fuck up. you'll only make things worse. fuck lah,
i don't feel like typing anymore
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w/e. bye.