Thursday, 13 November 2008
Title: || Time: 22:43
I won't be posting much from now on, y'all. i bought a notebook, and i'm keeping that as a secret diary. i feel like, this blog's out here for everyone to see, and i'd very much rather to keep my stuff private.
Feeling depressed lately, i feel, detached (?) from the world. (Me Against The World - Simple Plan) I'm, like, an outsider. Nobody really knows [i]exactly[/i] what i'm going through, right. Oh well :/
OKAY. NOW I HYPER FOR THIS POST. I'LL SAVE MY DEPRESSION FOR MY DIARY (:
SOSOSO. EVERYTHING HAS MOVED ON SINCE PSLE OVER. WILL BE GETTING RESULTS IN ABOUT A WEEK (: CAN'T WAIT. ACTUALLY, CAN. WOULD REALLY LIKE TO WAIT. WAIT WAIT WAIT. I JUST WANNA SLOW DOWN AND SMELL THE ROSES :D
BEEN GOING OUT TO VIVO LOTS RECENTLY, AND SPENT MOST OF MY $10 NOTES D: THEN LUCKY AUNT CHRIS GAVE ME SHOEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS AND THEN I ASKED MY FATHER FOR MONEY FOR COMPENSATION FOR THE SHOES. THEY WERE $50 EACH AND HE GAVE ME $100 :D BUT THEN, MY MOM [I]HAD[/I] TO TAKE $50 FROM ME -.-||
SO I'M LEFT IF $50 D: BUT GOOD ENOUGH (:
OH AND, I GOT THE ZINC BUNNY BAG I WANTED <3333 THANKS JER (: I HAVE NO IDEA HOW YOU GOT THE MONEY THOUGH, IT WAS, LIKE, 10c AWAY FROM $36. BUT I DON'T CARE. I JUST GOT THE BAG. HAPPY LE. :D
ANYWAY, WE'RE DONE WITH THE I&E PROJECT ALREADY. TOMORROW'S THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL, AND WE'RE GONNA SET IT UP AND STUFF. IT'S $1.50 PER GAME, NOT TOO EX, RIGHT? :X
I MEAN, THE TOP PRIZE IS, LIKE, A TOY GUN THAT COST $15 OKAY? IT'S QUITE GOOD (:
THAT'S ABOUT IT ALREADY (:
OH, ONE LAST THING.
I CAN DROWN IN MY PENCIL CASE. TOO MUCH STUFFFFFFFFFFFFF.
:D
WOKAYS. BYEBYE.
Tuesday, 16 September 2008
Title: || Time: 19:36
mmkay. hi all. this blog is now ROTTEN. now it is not. i, Ernest Tjia, have cut away th rotten part! and thrown it at [your name here] so i'll get started. i absolutely hate the new facebook layout! i mean, like, C'MON! WHO LIKES IT?! it's soooooo suckish. i know everything is classified and all, but it's still suckish. i like wordtwist. it's fun. i've downloaded trucklooads of stuff from limewire. and then transferred it to my phone. i hope it's not illegal. anyone care to help? my friend told me that it was legalised. there's a couple few pics that i need to put, and i'll leave that topic to the tail-end of my post.
first things first, PSLE oral. omfgasdasdasd. for english, guess what came out. (no prizes for correct answers) ROBOTICS COMPETITION. omfgasdasd. hope i did well. anyway, the convo topic was 'have you watched a competition recently?' then i changed the subject :D i'm so evil. i led the examiners astray! mawahahhahahaha. chinese oral was... ZOO. OMFGASDASDASD. WHO WOULD'VE THOUGHT THAT 'ZOO' WOULD COME OUT?! GOD HELP.
my mom and i have been patching up :]
i LOVE the WhatTheBuck?! show on youtube. it RAWKS. i love Fred too. WhatTheBuck is basically a talk show on everything under the sun, it's a pretty random thing lah. it's hosted by this really gay (in a good way) guy whose name is Michael Buckley. thus the name What The Buck.
I also love Fred. it's friggin cool! it's about this 6-year-old 1st grader who has a really irritating voice. and you either immediately fall in love with fred or you immediately hate him. oh well. i fall into the former category. he's this really spunky and annoying person. and the actual person's 13 yrs old. lols.
7 things i hate about you... lols .
so um, it's like 17 more days to PSLE. help me please.
anyway, i wrote a song today :] 'Free Hugs For The Broken-hearted' friend said that it's gunna be a future hit. XD help me. then speaking of music, i handed Ms Chia 12 bucks today for the Choir Tee. it's kinda nice lah. it's white :} and she gave me a Hershey's Cookies & Cream! I was , like, reluctant at first because i thought of all the calories that it had. and the fats. budden i was like "JUST GO FOR IT! IT TASTES GREAT, WHAT" so i whatthehecked and took the chocolate. AND, BOY, WAS IT GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT WAS SO GREAT
THAT I DIDN'T EVEN CARE ABOUT THE CALORIES ANYMORE. I FINISHED THE WHOLE THING IN ONE SHOT :O
i'm such a pig.
i tried the new songs from audition. OMFG THEY ROCK :DDD well, some of them do, at least. if anybody wants to bully a noob, buddy MonokuroBoO i absolutely love
Khon Due Dueng - Nice 2 Meet You
Rak Chan Rak Wa Thoe - Kamikaze
With You - Audition
jeremy has asked me to go out with some of his friends first day of PSLE marking :] which is 16 oct, thursday. hope i can make it bah. i dno. must seeeeeeee first. because i plan on taking Japanese/Arcery classes after PSLE. English Paper I/II is 3rd october hor. i'm so gonna die.
i did pretty well for my prelims :] and i'm quite pleased with myself.
English : 89.75 rounded off to 90 (A)
Chinese : 88 (A)
Mathematics : 88 (A)
Science : 91 (A*)
HCL : 77% (Merit)
That gives me 357+2/400, and an aggregate of 264.18+2 :]
so i may make another blog for my poems and songs :] comments please :]
okay, now to the peekture topic.
i'm only uploading one. the others aren't so good.
see this? the people are apparrently cleaning the water tank. and this happened during school hours lol. this is taken from the 2nd level. it was flooded all the way to the 1st floor lol! this is from the staff toilet. i interviewed a few people, budden i deleted the filed because i want NOBODY to hear my gay voice. except my rl friends. or people whom i have numbers. anyway, my voice sounds extremely gay on the sound recorder. so i have decided against uploading that >:D so byebye your hopes of hearing my voice :] anyway, it was utter chaos lol. then people started taking pics and stuff. if you want all the photos, you can msn me for them. this is the best shot :]
kaykay, that's pretty much it. byebyes.
baibai now. shoo. go.
I SAID BYEBYE.
Wednesday, 13 August 2008
Title: || Time: 18:36
Sunday, 10 August 2008
Title: || Time: 22:25
hey all, how's it going :D
ystd was at j8. then overheard a group of people talking while i was waiting for my tako pachi. this is their conversation.
Girl : eh, ue guys notice whenever we come a lot ppl will also come?
Boy A : -laugh-
Girl : come..come..
Boy A and B : -rofl-
Girl : Jason ! look ! all the people coming liao !
Boy A and B : -rofl-
Girl : my father say i very vulgar. always say me say 'fuck' 'shit' all this lah.
Boy B : laugh
Girl : -points to tako pachi balls-
Girl : Look ! our balls are being cooked !
Girl : balls.. balls.. -laugh-
Boy A and B : -rofl-
Boy A : i think th people can hear liao. dno if they kno whad we talking anot. better not say edi. later that boy(me) tell his mother we diedie liao.
Girl : orh.
i was like, o.o"
thn i told joel. then, he laugh. then he say 'come..come..' thn i bitchslapped him.
wah lao, stupid minjoot give us so much homework, 2 maths paper sia D: i dn wna do D:
had ribs for dinner. yumyum :D we got them at half-price cuz it was like end-of-day sales. MAWHAHAHA. original price -> $10 :D :DDDDD
i dnt take pix. i wna-ed to though. but i phorgot.
today go math tuition at goldhill thr. took bus.. then had to wait to fricking long lah ! stupid bus. thn at the tuition i dnt wna do the worksheet. so use mahh highlighter doodle all over it thn wait for answer and copy. i'm so evil >:D tomorrow upload pics to show ue guys =D
i bought lots of stuff from popular tdy.
purple CLEANCOLOUR highlighter
blue CLEANCOLOUR highlighter
lite blue CLEANCOLOUR highlighter
one black wyteboard marker refill
one blue wyteboard marker
1 G2 lite blue refill
1 G2 orange pen
1 vr7 blue refill
1 vr7 green refill
1 vr7 red refill
whiper mini correction tape
pentel quick-dry liquid paper 18ml
singapore true ghost stories bk 18, got russel lee to sign also
large SOFT eraser
blue PhotoSignature marker
2b pencil
3b pencil
that's all :D i spend lots of moneys, don't i :/ so much money...
okay. go off liao. tomorrow upload the doodle pix :D nitenites.
Thursday, 7 August 2008
Title: || Time: 18:28
o7 august
i need a friend to be beside me. i don't wna live on anymore. meaningless. godamn lah. this sucks. i thought you said you loved me. lies. you didn't have to lie to me. i'm nobody's doll.
ever thought about my feelings? i feel very used. you used me to take someone's place. now that you've found other people, i'm nothing to you. i'm nothing in your eyes anymore. do you even feel anyth for me ? i doubt so. i used to care for you so much. now what do i get? i get ignorance. i'm nobody's doll. so stop using me for your personal gain. i don't deserve it.
i feel unwanted. nobody needs me. i'm just a waste of space, money, oxygen, and everything else. nobody likes me. nobody cares. as humans, we need people to care for us. you say 'friends are nothing lah, next time you have to lean on yourself' i say, gth. keep yourself in your room, with no communication with anybody. you can't talk to anybody.
dear god, i want friends. is that too much to ask for ? you said you would provide for us. people need to know they are cared for by others.
Monday, 28 July 2008
Title: || Time: 21:07
28 july
a lot's been going on lately. and he feels lonely. nothing's really going right for him, and it's kind of ironic. lot's of stuffs been happening, and i did lots of stuff too.so like, last monday. we got scolded by that bloody hell teacher from next door. cuz of fucking jasper lah. that cher come to our class say we too noisy. because got relief cher mah. then after he go out jasper point 2 mid finger like __ __ then the mr ding (i know lols!) say 'you cannot do liddat arhh..' (he china cher marh) then whole calss laugh. except a few boys lahh. (me. me good boy ._.) then that cher come in make us stand outside his classroom for 40 whole minutes sia. like wthh lorhs. then it was like racial harmony day celebration. so got foods. then mrs minjoot let us down 10 mins late. oh yes, and our recess got extended by 5 whole minutes ! i'm uber-excited. i think.oh bytheway, i got a new phone ! and i erased a (new) craving ! i got th w350i instead of w380i. cuz th th th..w380i de numpad thingy (i forgot what it's caled D:) too far apart. hard press. and this is like..80g ? :D so yay ! mawehahahhahaahaaha ? ernest is getting hyper-emo.i'm eating impact mints now. they're really good.facebook ! fun ! <3.>
i just realised that i'm reaaaaaaaaaaaaly addicted to green tea. help me.
ooh ! pudding.
i'm taking really long to type this post.
so i got a new wall fan installed. yay. and sherwin was kinda hyper 'bout it too. cuz he was like, on the phone with me. and like. yea. when he heard the electronic screw(you with something hard and sand-papery)driver, he was like. 'omg ! like chainsaw sia! vroooom' lols. :\
did i mention i am looking for my PSP battery cover ?
joel's really blur. that day Dion was like, 'Joel ! You're the world's tallest GAY!'
Joel "Yeahh"
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL :DDDDDD :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
and this saturday i have to go for a singing competition. solo. help ernest.
ffa2 is out ! ernest is getting it on sunday ! (hopefully) i know i'm random.
geez, so much to talk abouts.
prelim oral was weird. english come out cinema. like WTH ?!@ O_O_O_O_O. and chinese. guess what. SPORTS MEET ! OMFGSMLJSMLE ASDASDASDASDASD !
bye. homework. clare isn't replying my texts...Saturday, 12 July 2008
Title: || Time: 20:03
사랑해요 (sarang hae yo) means i love you ._.
& i'm feeling really bad lately.
& i remember that promise we made. maybe we were immature ? what if, we are never the same again. what if you're never the same again. what if i'm never the same again? ._.
& i'm not myself anymore. i'm a social outcast. i thought we were always there for each other. if you're out there and reading this, imy. and even if we never see each other again, you're always with me. and even if the sun won't shine tomorrow, i'd still be here.
what is home ? what is love ? what is the meaning of 'i love you' ? why do people say 'i love you' ? why do people 'love' ? why do people 'love back' ? if people love, why do people break up ? how does 'love' work ? is 'love' measureable ? can 'love' be a variable ? can we share our 'love' ? can we 'love' someone just as much as we 'love' another someone without splitting this 'love' ? i don't get what love is. ._.
>_x maybe i'm just sick. maybe i'm just thinking. maybe i'm just being emo. maybe i don't want to talk. maybe i'm not wanted. maybe i'm a waste of life, space, time, and air. maybe i'm all of the above. maybe i'm all and more of the above. maybe i think too much. maybe i think i think too much. maybe i'm just being paranoid. maybe i'm just emo. maybe i'm not wanted. maybe i'm a waste of life, space, time, and air. maybe i'm all of the above. maybe i'm all of the above and more. maybe i'm just gonna die tomorrow.
oh come on, ernest. grow up. why the fuck are you so stupid?
Sunday, 6 July 2008
Title: || Time: 22:31
Perfect World - Simple PlanI never could've seen this farI never could've seen this comingSeems like my world's falling apartYeahWhy is everything so hardI don't think I can deal with the things you saidIt just won't go awayIn a perfect worldThis could never happenIn a perfect worldYou'd still be hereAnd it makes no senseI could just pick up the piecesBut to youThis means nothingNothing at allI used to think that I was strongUntil the day it all went wrongI think I need a miracle to make it throughYeahI wish that I could bring you backI wish that I could turn back timeCuz I can't let goI just can't find my wayYeahWithout you I just can't find my wayIn a perfect worldThis could never happenIn a perfect worldYou'd still be hereAnd it makes no senseI could just pick up the piecesBut to youThis means nothingNothing at allI don't know what I should do nowI don't know where I should goI'm still here waiting for youI'm lost when you're not aroundI need to hold on to youI just can't let you goYeahYeahIn a perfect worldThis could never happenIn a perfect worldYou'd still be hereAnd it makes no senseI could just pick up the piecesBut to youThis means nothingNothing at allNothing, nothing at allNothing at all
Title: || Time: 22:20
Fighting - YellowcardI said I'd moved on and I'd leave it alone,
But before I walk out there is something that I need you to know,
I got lost in the blink of an eye,
And I can never get back, no I never got back,
You were not there when I wanted to say,
That you were everything right and it wasn't you but me to change,
Now I got to go it alone,
But I'll never give up, no I'll never give up
What am I fighting for,
There must be something more,
For all these words I've said,
Do you feel anything
I said I'm OK but I know how to lie,
You were all that i had,
You were delicate and hard to find,
I got lost in the back of my mind,
And I can never get back, no I never got back
You were not there when I needed to say,
I hit the bottom so fast that my head was spinning 'round for days,
Now I gotta go it alone,
But I will never give up, no I'll never give up
What am I fighting for,
There must be something more,
For all these words I've said,
Do you feel anything
What am I fighting for,
What am I fighting for
Never give up on this [x4]
Said I'm OK but I know how to lie,
But I will never give up, no I'll never give up
What am I fighting for,
There must be something more,
For all these words I've said,
Do you feel anything
What am I fighting for (No I'm never gonna give up, give up)
What am I fighting for (No I'm never gonna give up, give up)
Said that I'd fight for the one that I've found,
I'm gonna stay here while I wait for you to come around,
I fight you're apart of me now,
And I will never give up, no I'll never give up
Friday, 27 June 2008
Title: || Time: 15:12
27 june
note : posting in chinese. if you can't read or are chinese-illiterate, TOO BAD.
我真的不了解，为什么别人都是那么的幸福？
我一旦下决心，不会放弃。
可是。。这次，我 -谢宗瀚- 受不了。 I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE
为什么我一直这样的。为什么没有人了解我呢?
okay so moving on.
i veh tired lah. just got back to school. veh veh sian. haiiz. then idiot cher give so much fricking homework. want us dei harh. i know it's like 97 days to psle, but hey, please lahh.
my idiot mother lo. won't let me go to suntec by myself. she scared what, meet ah beng or what. then she scared i find dunoe what lah, girlfriend harh. HELLO ! PEOPLE STILL 12 YEARS OLD HERE OKAY ! FIND WHAT GIRLFRIEND ! SIAO ARHH, HARHS ?!
damn betch lo. i don't have my own freedom one. where are my human rights. then when i wna talk to her right, then i always kena interrupted. or i'm told so shut up. what kind of mother is this ? i thought mothers were caring and kind creatures. THIS IS CALLED KIND ARH?! MY FUCKING ARSE ! she said so herself. when i wna bring one of my friends go, she say, "you think his mother so kind like me issit?" i really nothing say le. i wna suicide. then she knows.without me how miserable it is. because my ONLY reason to exist is to MAKE HER HAPPY
don't say i'm going through a 'phase' i'm serious.
chester is like, ignoring me again lorh. i feel so left out in the crowd. although i've never liked crowds. okay, more of like a sense of belonging lah. i don't know where i belong. no-one really gives a fuck lah. fucking world. even if you like, don't understand, like AT LEAST you can comfort me lo.
sorry, i don't want SYMPATHY. i want EMPATHY. don't know the difference ? shut the fuck up. you'll only make things worse. fuck lah,
i don't feel like typing anymore
grandchase is kinda fun, wna meet me download it from grandchasesea.com then add me as IcyShiva
w/e. bye.
Friday, 13 June 2008
Title: || Time: 21:27
13th june.
hi guys. friday the 13th today. lotsa things happened. i submitted my DSA thingy to SOTA .. hope i can get in ><..
okay lah. i'll start off with a rant lah. stupid mother always fickin bugging and nagging at me lah. idiot betch. yalah. she keep imatating me. cuz i dunwan call one of my ex-tutor to coach me in singing the set piece lo. then she got pisssssed. like wtf lor, i'm not your what, dog harh ? idiot lehs. i wna take care of myself.
i stil got homework to do. so much i never do der. al coming back to haunt me. i scared cannot do finish cher later scold. idiot mom signed me up for some math course. one whole week. then expect me to do homework. siao arh. CRAZY.
i can't fine my calculator. no calculator i'm dead shet. i need my calculator lah. on thursday i watch my blog my world on channel u. talk about one guy dun like to talk one. then everyone think he social reject or what lah. like emo-emo der. justs without the slit wrist and.. you get the idea. then in the end . BE YOURSELF. YES. i wna be myself, but behind these bars, and in chains how am i to have free will.
avatar the last airbender quite nice. story quite good. intend to watch on crunchyroll or youtube or something. i can recite the intro now.
Long ago, the 4 nations lived together in harmony. Then, everything changed when the Fire Nation attacked. Only the Avatar, master of all 4 elements could stop them. But when the world needed him most, he vanished. A hundred years passed and my brother and I discovered the new Avatar. An Airbender named Aang. And although his Airbending skills are great, he still has a lot to learn before he's ready to save anyone. But I believe, Aang can save the world.
LOL HAHA :DDD
i'm going of on the night of the 19th to msia. go redang. probably do more homework and lie on the beach. much much fun ! okay lah -.- that's a lie.
my life's a mess. i dun wana go to school for a while. i hope i'm alright. i wna be myself. that betch isn't allowing me the day at suntec fr maplesea's birthday party. yes, i play maple. then like wth lor. i wna my freedom. i am nt a dog you can keep on a frickin leash, betch ?
i don't know who i am.
uggh. i feel stressed. i have to catch up on homework. imma stop blogging for now. homework. my psle's in 3 months. i need to buck up.
hope i'm fine.
Thursday, 22 May 2008
Title: || Time: 22:05
22 may
為什麼。。為什麼。。為什麼﹖﹗別人總是比我幸福多了。 他們會感覺到愛情﹐ 他們會被保護﹐哼﹐而我呢﹖我啊。。
hi all, it's been a long time since i posted.. anyway, today's th last day of sch for me. haiiz, it's been a fun term guys. and today was Mr Glen's last day. let's pay our respects
Mr Glen !! You've been the most fun, interactive, and longest-standing Social Studies cher in the whole history of 6H year 2008 ! Congrats :D . Good luck for NS. I WILL SABO YOU. MAWHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
okay. back to w/e i'm supposed to post. it's been a fun 3 weeks, and not too many things happened larh. Mr Wong was still as boring as possible. you wouldnt want him as any of ur chers. i think i got silver for my napfa. heck care la. i wna go to sota. i ran 9.26 for my 1.6km tho :D that's my fastest official ever. i know i'm slow.
you know what i hate the most? hypocrites. take gerald chua for example. like wtf is wrong with him lah ! such a hypocrite. like he purposely press his bruise. say 'aaa.'
wth?! so fake larhs. then he pretend like he knows nothing like that. ACT BLUR. YES. THAT'S THE PHRASE. ACT BLURRRR. sotong. f3
wahh, can we have silence now please? thankkyou.
the Burmese and Chinese.. omg .. so many people dead. i think death toll altogether will rise above 100,000. let's not forget the December Tsunami... moment of silence please. let's pray for our dear human beings.
i made up a song. words dont really rhyme, can check it out on my poems page. sing it to a relative tune bah. lols. now that it's holidays, i got a little bit more space to breathe.. i've not had much space sincce the term started, so this will be a good time to catch up no air and sleep.
i wna get a new fcking phone. what is ur problem betch?! lols. i wna get w380i T_T. te flip der. omg so cool....
i can't wait for PSLE to be over. then FINALLY no more homework. fuck this best-class-p6-life.
到底有沒有人愛我...
i bought an elmo on vesak day, and i pon-ed sch on tuesday lols. the elmo is so cute ! i;m using it as a joshua ng voodoo doll. mawhahahahahaha.
anyone up for audi? my acc is working again, and chester is finally talking to me :D happy. frens forever, right?! RIGHT?!.
oh, i started a thread in forums. We the Citizens of Singapore. it's a debate. it's in the General discussion for maplestory in the ppf. go see it bah. lols
signing off now,
cheers
Sunday, 11 May 2008
Title: || Time: 21:26
11 may
it's official. chester hates me now. =\ aww well, guess i just have to get by on you guys *uneasy smile* hope all of you are fine doing w/e you're doing bah. just, when i need you, just be there for me kay? i'd appreciate it.
my papers last week were moderately set, i think. i wonder... LOL okay, i'll give you the full analysis later. mawhahhaha. frickit. school is like, officially the worst place to be now. i wanna be in my room for th rest of my life =\
monday - EL paper.
okay, i guess, the paper was set quite well, it really differentiated th good students from th bad, and i got fricking -(half) mark cuz of a spelling error in comprehension OE. shet. crapcrap! bah. MrLim wouldnt let us take our ties off >_> stupid. so fricking HOT T_T..
tuesday - MA paper.
okay, before i say anything..*ahem* DUN DUN DUN.... okay, all ready now. i seriously suck at math. the paper was, you know, "okay larh..." kind of paper. then i got 53/80 for my booklet B lols. i seriously suck rights f3..
wednesday - CL paper.
omg. OE compre was easy as HELL. th 句子选择 was hard lol. i think i got 9/10 for that >_>. and 王老师 said that one boy got full marks except for the part where have to choose the 词语 from the passage that question. lol. i so hope that's me cuz then i would get 88/90 or 86/90. lols. that would be a GREAT help. i sucked at chinese oral...
thursday - SC paper.
easier than expected, moderate paper. there was one question that stumped mefor quite abit. then i remembered how to do. then i so 兴奋 that i never write down answer until like 20 seconds later. lols. i wasted 20 seconds.
friday - HCL paper.
okay.. SOMEONE HELP ME. i got nth to say larh, everything okok lor. seriously, it's your typical HCL paper. of course, it's obviously harder than normal chinese larh -.- you try sitting for it. lols. come on la, i probably will get only like, 70 marks? idk.
okay. that's basically it. my whole week went WHOOSH like that lor. fast fast ler. maple is getting boring. nobody online these few days, i wonder what marks i will know tomorrow at school.. help me please.
i wonder who i'll go out with during June holidays. jiejie? toming? idk. hopefully chester is alright.. i just.. miss him, eh, my best fren in school larh, how can not miss. yah, he's irritating sometimes. yah, he's unreasonable sometimes. but that makes him who he is. i dont care if you like him or not lah, i want to be his friend. and dont try to tell me like i putting myself in a trap or w/e crap ok? i want to be his friend.
frickit. unbreak my heart T_T.. sian. my mom bought ice cream ! avocado flavour ! but.. still, haiz..
Friday, 2 May 2008
Title: || Time: 23:06
2 may
ok.. so it's a friday today.. it's been awhile since i posted,, and if ur wondering why i didnt post ystd? it was cuz i was doing my homework.. so.. yah.. Labour Day oso got homework to do..
we got a silver for the SYF.. and we celebrated by throwing a mini-party. of course, i didnt attend la. i was at cultral club fa dai. ehehe. hu lao shi pregnant lo !. congrats ah shan f3f3. zhu ni delivery bu hui tongtong ! i read in some article that you can choose ur baobei der gender. is like.. you eat more "nutrition" kind of thing like cereal is boy. for girl do like opposite? dunoe la.
mrs cher like unreasonable la. she said i must continue choir cos got some musical or activity or something like that. i dunwan la! cuz i wna go for cultral club ! T_T stupid ! baka ! stupid baka !! T_T
now back to ah shan. i heard her laogong the name is elgene or smth like that. i rmb last time in p5 that she say something zao ju say nalgene bottle hen nai yong or smth. i say wth?! ELGENE?! harhar. dhen class laff.
i wrote about her for my chinese paper 1. i wrote.. okok la. it was 'ling ni nan wang de lao shi' in english is 'a teacher you will never forget'. so i wrote about her helpign me to recognise chinese or smth lidat. i wrote 2 and a half whole pages !!
okay.. so monday will be my english paper 2 liaos. then maths is tues, chinese is wed, sci is thursday. higher chinese papers 1 and 2 is on friday. i got a whole week of exams lo.. das..ke.teh.. LOL
i really damn tired lor. a lot stress from school and everything. luckily i still got one fren to lean on. i wont tell you the name f3 nehnehnipoopoo. aku fikir?! tmd !!
okay, so it's friday. no one's calling. this week chester has been cold to me. i wonder if he's alright. he was absent from school today and he wont reply my sms or pick up my calls. haiiz. =\
my mom forgot all about me on wednesday. i ended up at the side of the pavement crying. then a lot ppl come try console me.. ask me what's wrong i was too emo lar. so i just continued to weep there.. silently. i finished sch at 1230. my mom came at 1500 ! i had to wait 2 and a half whole hours just for her to come. in that time, there was rain, there was the blazing sun lar. wtf is this?! WHAT KIND OF MOTHER IS THIS?! (i'm not expecting her or anyone to say a good ans responsible mother like in i not stupid. so please dont. srsly. dont even think about. no. NO.)
ok i sign off ler. byebye.
Sunday, 20 April 2008
Title: || Time: 09:01
2o apr
*sips tea* *silence* nth to type. um, ok, um.. tmr is SYF. help. our choir isnt ready ><" stupid p3s dunoe how to sing. .. they only know how shout .. so it's.. noisy. loud. not very appealing ._.
wish me luck, yah? even though i dont think we can manage a gold, let alone gold w/ honour >_> maybe silver.. haiiz help. i nidda get black dress shoes. ya, now we're wad, waiters? mhmm? with a RED vest?! WTF?! WE'RE FRICKIN SINGAPOREAN NOT ARAB!! T_T shit dude. -.-
ystd nite after tuition i hitched a ride to joel's place >.> then when my mom come start talking about tmr der SYF then dunoe wad costume thing. then i imitate *censored* they all laff like siao. then when i wuz told *censored*'s mom live around there i was like.. holy shit .. gahh !! crap. =/ did she see me?! CWAPP! roflmao. ystd talk on 4-way call. me, sherwin, jeh, and sherwin's fren danial. then sherwin call danial become 4-way call. then i wuz like.
me; hello?
danial: 'wud'
sherwin: we all lesbian mawhahah
danial: *shuts up*
jeh: you srsly boy arh
me: yah. i know i sound ghey >_>
jeh: o.
sherwin: lol
sherwin: we all les sia !! woots !!
me: *put down phone*
then sherwin scolded me on maple.
wonder if sherwin is sleeping now >.> should i go maple? i know this post is kinda short.. NVM i lengthen this post 1st mawhhaha.
tm quitting maple. he selling account lo >.> c/o 1.2k SGD sia ._. he rich lo.. guah. i need a new phone. w580i good? idk abt w910i some ppl say ish laggy der. please dont sugest nokia phone. i hate nokia. ltr bo kia ROFLMAO -.- ya, v lame chop. WTF LAMER ME >_>
stupid AzuDai only got 26 episode T_T I WANT MORE MORE MORE MROE MORE MORE MORE MORE SEASON 2 PLOX T_T_T_T_T_T_T AZUDAI !! DONT LEAVE ME ALONE WITH SOME IDIOT ANIME WHICH NOBODEH WATCHES T_T_T_T AZUDAI NUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.
roflmao. i want my AzuDai. please?! ONEGAI``SHIMAS T_T_T yomi-san kawaii neh? f3.
signing off now. find me on maple muacks. byebye
Wednesday, 9 April 2008
Title: || Time: 18:51
o9 apr
woots, today no homework hehe. so bored today. lucky no homework or else i really die liao. here's my schedule.
sch
5min lunch
choir
higher chinese
home
NO REST DER HOR @_@ really can die Z_Z today i forgot bring chester's journal and cards.. he nvr sell me the highlighter.. tmr must bring.. tmr must bring.. tmr must bring..
tmr is thursday.. hmm.. wonder what tuh do tmr if no homework. but probably will have since today dont have. tmr got tuition also T-T sad -.- my DS out of battery. sian. anyone got any good games to reccomend for DS until FF RV and FFTA2 are out? appreciate it =)
today just took photo LOL. then the lady say i short short der. she count '1..2' then ask me tiptoe O_O me and mushi la.. then tiptoe lor. look so WEIRD. next was the fun-shot(fs) fs1 i took w/ jasper i pinch his cheek then he slap my face. he really slap sia! >=O fs2 i was w/ jeremy. i did my lollipop face while he strangle me. lucky not really strangle. then was the group photo. i was w/ shaun, km, benjiie, taijian, chester, and jeremy. then we take at the school logo thr outside the hall der. stupid lady dont let us do funny face.
got called to sch dental nurse. lol. she say 'you got VERY nice teet(h), just make sure you brush the back of your front teet(h) more ok? *click a few thing* ok you go home and brush there tomorrow let me see, okay? okay, you can go now! byebye !' i was like. O_O WEIRD DENTAL NURSE O_O ok at least she picked me tuh go first so i dun have to miss recess muahahah.
ltr shuld be going out for dinner. tm ask me wan zak anot. 5am on sat? siao arh -.- dunoe luhs. have to ask him confirm helm anot. f3 otherwise i better dun go f3 LOL... he just said nid pay .. pay dhen pay lorhs..
ok, that's all fer tuhdae. biebyes o_O
Saturday, 5 April 2008
Title: || Time: 21:11
o5 apr
finally have time to update blog. it's been a long week *whew* ok.. here. i summarise all the days of the past week.. may take awhile. =/
monday
at sch so boring, but like very wad lor. then mrs minjoot like happy happy mood. then i very sian. then whole class very sian. then everybody also very sian. come home got a lots homework but i still watch tv harhars -.- lame shit.
tuesday
wah today sian until crazy ler. morning go choir then like so so so so sian practise until 0915 then stop sia. missed 15 mins of chinese ._. then the whole day oso like very sian do nth der. mrs minjoot then give us one pei chun public sch paper lol.
wednesday
mrs minjoot tore up my pei chun paper cus she say is "sloppy" work. like real luhs. then she say sry to my during recess. O_O she said SRY to me O_O.. then the whole day so sian. afternoon go choir then go higher chinese. what kind of shit is this? no rest one arh?
thursday
felt better. then mrs minjoot like very 'dui bu qi' me liddat then during our art period no go com lab. mrs minjoot give us mock paper to do. after art is mrs minjoot period. she bring us go com lab do some listening compre thing. the whole day oso sian sian sian. but lucky no choir otherwise SIAN SIAN SIAN.
friday
founder's day. had to perform for whole school in our stupid outfit. nobody liked our performance. it was hot. we were hot. the audience was hot. the mic was scratchy. the piano's mic was scratchy. the amps were scratchy. after our morning performance then practise in the music room. practise until 1000 then go attend founder's day mass. so boring. the priest not very good. i wan brother edward back ._. afternoon session performance very noisy sia.. it was hotter. we were hotter. the audience was hotter. the mic was scratchier. the piano's mic was scratchier. the amps were scratchier.
friday - nite
phone went out of $$. sian. cant sms anymores. waiting mom get the RedPAC plan.
saturday - today
morning wake up. mom not at home. watch tv. do homework. mom come back. ask me why homework havent finish. say got a lot. then she do her own thing. come disturb me. ask whether can use com. was dl-ing cabal. so i paused the dl let her use. she chased me out. had lunch. she made steak for me. she finally got the recipe right. made miso soup too. i finished the whole bowl while watching Music Station on animax.
saturday - tonite
at home. lonely-ed. got nth to do.. nobody on msn.. cant get cabal to work. help please? tq.
Saturday, 29 March 2008
Title: || Time: 09:05
29 mar
morning now. doing 齐老师 homework so later can go Nicole der carnival ._. she woke me up at like 5am. then ask me go dunoe wad stall luhs. then her stall name is loyaltea. as in wad. loyalty? or royal tea? or just plain idiot name =X sry nic.
*v. wu liao. can skip if you wan
her name Nicole go St.Nicks. lol. nobody on msn ._.
chester changing his name to Zen. i was like. wtf. wtf. wtf. wtf. wtf. wtf wtf. o_o so i asked him why he say gtg -.- i know he dun like the name Chester, but dun have so extreme change to Zen. why? easier to write arh. lesser character? Zen Tee. sound like dunoe wad liddat. scanner? ROFL
王老师 gave me EM1 听写 in her staff room together wiff hong jun then use the table so dirty =X lol. never . ever. kena re-听写 wif 王老师 . 张老师 thought i nidded to re-听写 then he was like make funny face.. then 王老师 say no luhs. is i never come to skuu der. then he orhh then say i thought is he fail his 听写 then come down.. the loso loso..
i forgot how to write 事实 during EM2 听写.. so guna die lol. then before that i tease Edgar say he always copy from his 听写纸muahaha then we "argue" "argue" then like 王老师 OK 听写开始了！为了不让我以为你们在作弊，请不要跟别人讲话!! then start liao lor -.-
ivan coming back to skuu on monday. wonder if he's ok ~ hope so ._. gerald is so dreamy .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. the wasp keeps frickin irritating us every single frickin day. it's so frickin irritating because the wasp keeps frickin buzz around our frickin faces so it's so frickin irritating. frick that wasp.
k i better get back to doing 齐老师 homework.. byebye
later, same day
now nite =D went to the carnival so FUN XD but could only stay for one hour. fck my mom T_T ... kays anyway nicole said sry for not showing me around.. SHULD HAVE SAID EARLIER =O . guna make her come to my I&E at end of year muahahah nvr reply my sms der.
chester call me so many times this morning >=O SO IRRITATING (or shuld i say irrAtating f3) kays umm, MONKEYS ARE CUTE. i dint win anything at the carnival tho, -.- i still got $10 left (coupon) SO WASTED T_T.
found a new nice song ;D (ok, it's not reli OLD OLD, but still old) The Best Damn Thing - Avril Lavigne nice nice =) AVRIL LAVIGNE ROCK ON >=O HEY HEY HEY HEY HEY HO !! XD -.-
today so tiring, because saturday =/ got 4hrs of tuition >_> help me pls..so tired ._. L>mp3 slot XD -.-
ELMO IS GWEAT +_+ kays nites =D
Thursday, 27 March 2008
Title: || Time: 08:40
27 mar
today at sch again, after two days no go sch ler ._. caght a cold lol .. i chionged 1 lvl from 73 to 74 in maple.. now 30% ._. like very sian liddat. dunoe when to chiong again.
that day i go jasper house see his sin. like very wad lidat. he funded oso dunwan low dex lols.. noob like siao lor =X -.- anyw. i havent post for very long and now at sch post got nth to post now.
everybody is like playing pawn. chester is creating a new blog so i can spam MUAHAHAHA -.- sry chester . the 2 days i was gone, raoul become new Head Prefect, BK and Kenneth become Deputy HP ... we all dun reli think raoul is up to the job..but is mrs de souza choose one so "bo pian" hope he does a good job ...
chester now playing some easter game on miniclip. O_O lame sia .. one bunny thr run around.. as if bunnies can run so fast one.. mr siew coming round..go out ler.. mr tea thinking srsly about smth ._. dunoe do wad O_O @_@ -.-
chester keep saying "look at this !! look at this !! ernest look at this !! this so damn hard !!" like wtf -.-.. touch me smore "wl eh" -.- lols "look at this this so damn funny you got the eggs coming then must catch one LOL HAHA" -.-
kangus is playing chinese chess with wai weng. jiap lor mee just looking and then laff like crazy .. go home continue post..
i wrote a note to wang laoshi :D
liquid paper too :D
waste paper
all the above says it all ;D